Today my nanna passed away. It was awful. I just missed her go when I arrived to go see her. It happened so quickly, within 48 hours she was gone.
I'm glad she didn't suffer, I'm glad her sons and my mam (her daughter) got to be there and her sisters. She died around her family who loved and treasured her Nd she died peacefully. I hope she gets to go see granda and her sister Vera now. And everyone else she loved who was gone.
She will be missed so much. There is. Special place in my heart for her along with my two grandas.
Love you nanna.
I'm dreading her funeral. How sad is it that the thought popped into my head that Dan won't be able to come with me. I feel so stupid and guilty for thinking of that when my nanna has just passed, it should be the last thing on my mind. But oh what I'd give to have him there to help me through this. He's the one person I want right now.
He came over tonight and made me a cuppa and cooked me some tea. That gesture will always mean everything to me. The him I miss. The dan I love.
I'm so fed up. 2018 has been so royally shit.
I'm glad I've got pooch to cuddle me and be my radiator tonight. Dunno what I'd do without my furbaby.
😔💐❤️💔
